Eddy Seagoon - Callous Lyrics

Welcome to my hell, it's positively real
Only time will tell, all will be revealed
I'm cyclic like the seasons
Do it to death with reason
I guess it's hard to tell
Normality the treason

Say goodbye to a full life, it's what you want, that's fine
Mother asked more than once where you came from
Well, decide
It was somewhere else
And of course someone else replied

Cos I'm neither up nor down
I'm neither here nor there
I got so much shit to say
But I just don't seem to care

I'm living within these clouds
That give me a different world
I love them for keeping me safe
But I just don't feel anymore

I'll go out of my way to sit in this graveyard of names
But don't be nihilistic a realist would say that it's great
I'd say,
I'd say it hits me in waves
I wander with enticement and excitement through the wonders of my brain
Till an instant of fear creates the change
And everything relates

Cos I'm neither up nor down
I'm neither here nor there
I got so much left to say
But I just don't f*cking care

I'm stuck within these clouds
They're giving me a different world
I love them for keeping me safe
But I just don't feel anymore
I just can't,
O, I just can't
I just can't feel anymore

Surrounded by the rested I'm lying here awake
In my own bed is where I'll choose to stay
The overgrowth is tangling it's like sticky spiderweb
I can see the hierarchy of existence even in the dead

Deep dark cavernous
Floating ambient
Dividing range never seemed so ravenous

Daytime undermines night bird crazy shit
Romantic notions never seemed so generous
Wisps and wails of misten veils
Erotic paper-thin wafer shaped into plateaus
This scenery just seems to me the only one who's not a masochist