Eddie Kayne - Cry for Help Lyrics

Well I think that the stress has finally caused a crack
I'm a nervous wreck, I think I'm starting up a panic attack

Researching the symptoms, they got me down to a tee
There's nothing uncommon here
F*cked up right as can be

Can't control where my head is taking me
I can't stop myself
High and low, I love, I hate me
Yes this a cry for help

Is it greed that I need all the things that I want to buy?
Is it sick that I'm sad that I can't take it all with me when I die?

This is not an episode, it's more like a season
And I feel so incomplete, 'cuz I want everything

I can't control where my head is taking me
I can't stop myself
High and low, I love, I hate me
Yes this a cry for help

Give me some distractions
Keep my mind away from hell
Ain't no way in heaven this is going to end well
I can't seem to stop

I think I'm something, hopeless as I feel
Sometimes I think I wanna end it for real
There's times I wish that I will never die
There's so much more to do and not enough time
And I sleep through the day, wide awake through the night
It's the same though it changed
Always good, never right

I'll try to try again (Try to try again)
Start to fix the damage inside
Untangle all the wires
Face to face again, facing down the end
Surging fast to the other side

Forgive my behavior, I thought I was in control
I can't find the answer, is there even one at all?
Give me more distractions, keep my mind away from hell
I can't seem to stop

I can't control where my head is taking me
I can't stop myself
High and low, I love, I hate me
Can you hear my cry for help
I can't control where my head is taking me
I can't stop myself
High and low, I love, I hate me
Yes this is a cry for help?

Give me medications
Dull my mind with chemicals
Ain't no way in hell this is going to end well
I can't seem to stop