Ed Monro - Thanks, Kathrina Liz Lyrics

Here comes just another day
Wake up and feel the same way
Find no good reason for breathing
Pretend trying means something

Wishing the sun will be up
Tell myself 'okay' is enough
Get by one day at a time
The lights are on, flash a smile

Tired of living in the past
When things meant something at last
Find that those memories have faded
Sometimes, they seem all I got

Keep begging the world for love
Half-believing I'm enough
Convinced I like my reflection
Some nights, even that's a question

Tell myself I've been through worse
Lie on the floor, good as dead
See shadows walk out the door
Why does this numbness hurt more

Tell me that I'm everything
Then leave me empty, in tears
Is 'maybe' all I'm deserving
Stuck with this narrative

Waiting for apologies
I know that I'll never get
Maybe I should forgive me
Before these doubts turn to fears

Don't take it personally
There's a reason things happen
Maybe for some, that's comforting
But I'm just not good at lying

Stay afloat, it's almost six
Crawl through the day, try to feel
Bathe drunk with a friendly stranger
Fill in those dark, empty spaces

I come home, see you smiling
You ask, "hey, how was your day?"
We laugh, we talk life and movies
My friend, thank heavens, you're here