Find an Order in My Chaos Video (MV)

Sleep only for need
I can't wait to wake up for fear of my nightmares
Shadows are knocking at my door
I keep them out standing in the corner
The fan's noise keeps me awake
Clock's ticking, there's a party somewhere
There's a party somewhere but
You saw the bottom of my soul
Not scared of what was there, sleeping
You found an order in my chaos
You put my mind at ease, loving me, loving me
Got an empty stomach and the head full of dreams
A lot to say, too much to do
I say no words to get it all done
I'm a kind of mad that try to tore his ills off
Using books and some blades but
You see the bottom of my soul
Not scared of what is there, sleeping
You find an order in my chaos
You put my mind at ease, loving me, loving me
You see it
You're fighting
I'm alone
You inside
I will fight
I will fight