Eclettica Opium - Apathy Lyrics

Thanks for having me but there was no need
I've learned to pretend I smile
I memorized all my crutches
So that I don't have to think about what to say everytime
All this will be over somehow
But your ridiculous questions
My doctor says it's apathy
It's not a tragedy as you wanna see
I used to do gardening
But I no longer like the green
Plants always want something from you
But they can't tell you
Sorry if I ordered all this food
I lost my appetite
Can you finish?
Thanks for having me but there was no need
I've learned to pretend I smile
I memorized all my crutches
So that I don't have to think about what to say everytime
All this will be over somehow
But your ridiculous questions
My doctor says it's apathy
It's not a tragedy as you wanna see
My parents were expecting too much from me
And maybe it's all their fault
I won't do anything because I don't feel like it.
I'll pretend to be asleep
Asleep at home