Always Wanted to Be Video (MV)

Take off your clothes and leave 'em on that chair
Close your eyes so you can't see who's looking at you
There's so much gloom in you that you could share
But you'd rather bottle it up
Maybe you just need a hug
Allow me to have this last dance showing my scars
Now it's all over we can celebrate with our best cigars
Need to forget that I was
An alcoholic slut desperate for attention
Who sold her dignity for a fix
I should be sentenced to psychiatric detention
Nightmares about room Seventy-six
But I'll die here
And by tomorrow
I'll be the woman
I've always wanted to be
I cracked all the bottles I could find at home
I scattered some coal on floor for the scents
I'm clear of the past as long as you come along
Guess you didn't mean to hit me
Try to save me, now quit it!
Allow me to have this last dance showing my scars
Now it's all over we can celebrate with our best cigars
Need to forget that I was
An alcoholic slut desperate for attention
Who sold her dignity for a fix
I should be sentenced to psychiatric detention
Nightmares about room Seventy-six
But I'll die here
And by tomorrow
I'll be the woman
I've always wanted to be
I've always wanted to be
I'll be the woman
I've always wanted to be
I've always wanted to be
I'll be the woman
I've always wanted to be