Alexithymia
I can't feel a thing
Numb to joy and pain
Words get stuck inside
Tangled in my mind
Alexithymia
Alexithymia
Emotions locked away
Hidden deep, they stay
I see tears and smiles
But I can't relate
Can't express, can't explain
Lost in thoughts, it's all the same
Heart is heavy, mind is blank
Living in a lonely tank
People think I'm cold
Don't know how to show
Love and hurt and fear
In me, they don't grow
Alexithymia
Faces blur to gray
Words just slip away
Try to open up
But I don't know the way
Can't express, can't explain
Lost in thoughts, it's all the same
Heart is heavy, mind is blank
Living in a lonely tank
Everyday's a fight,
Just to feel alright
Wish I could break free
From this misery
Can't express, can't explain
Lost in thoughts, it's all the same
Heart is heavy, mind is blank
Living in a lonely tank
I am not alone
But I feel so gone
Searching for the key
To what I'm missing
Alexithymia