If god wanted the tough ones to suffer
A test of faith, or so they say
Then what of us who can't help but shatter
Pressure so great
Forced to bend and break
So much for my saving grace
A weight I cannot bear
Never seen but always there
Cautious moving in terror
That it all leads to hellfire
Why can't I be satisfied
Numb to life
An insistence to feel alive
Or have I already died?
Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you meant?
To give this life but now can't f*cking take it?
Why can't the intention be more clear?
To be and let live, but I live in your fear
All I've known
This sense of apprehension
And fear in my heart
A constant state of unease
A presence meant to bring absolute peace
This pendulum of belief
Answers I cant receive its f*cking killing me
Why can't the intention be more clear?
To be and let live, but I live in your fear