Ebony J - First Day Out Lyrics

I got to come out my shell
Yeah I'm shy but you can't tell
From Duval County
Got a MotherF*ckin story to tell
I can't HOLD BACK
I'm finna drop this shit
And take that shit back
Like a Throwback
THROWBACK
I got to get my money up
I ain't NEVER going back
FUCK DAT

I was young in these streets
I was 13
Nobody ain't care bout me
Got demons trying to choke me
And kill me in my sleep
A fat nigga
Couldn't keep his hands up off me
Told my momma
I got to be gone
F*ck this shit
You can deal with the abuse alone
I'm to young for this shit
People knew but they mouth was on mute
They ain't really give a shit
You put me out in the streets
Every other week
F*ck me
F*ck me
You choose a nigga over me
That's cool ma
I got money in my pocket
I got food now
Walking down dark roads
Street lights barely on
I barely got on clothes
Watt the f*ck is you on
Only God knows

Y'all got me f*cked up
Cuz a bitch grew up
Now I'm coming for your head
You mothaf*ckin BUSTERS
I ain't NEVER have no friends
F*ck that bitch
You was never my friend to begin with
Y'all hoes just like my style
Think I got it good
But you don't know the other half
I work hard for my shit
I finessed a trick
That shit ain't easy if a nigga trying to f*ck a bitch

I aint gotta flog
Like I got it
The niggas want me now
Cuz now a bitch poppin
Back then
They used to pick on me for being
Chocolate
Started beating they ass
Niggas really be hating on a bitch
I laugh

These niggas out here desperate
They be trying to f*ck a bitch
Next nigga try me
I swear
Imma shoot that dick OFF
Nigga bet not try me I ain't taking NO LOSS
I ain't new to this
Stop playing in my face
Got some steppers that'll hit
Broke ass niggas trying to swindle a bitch
Sorry not sorry
I'm too smart for that shit
I said when i get older Imma bury yo ass

But now I look at you
Yo ass just sad
Trying to see if I'm miserable
Don't worry bout me
Bitch I'm comfortable

Why TF
People got to hate on me
Im the nicest person you'll ever meet
Y'all really just be wanting my personality
F*ck dat Ima real ass bitch
You can't copy me
I was born like this
You can't take my style
I be looking at you hoes
I sit and I smile
Bust Down
Bust Down
Bitch
La La La La
La La La La
You hoes drama'd out
I found myself giving up
Had to take a step back
And take a deep breath
Then reminded myself
I ain't on that
Im a strong chick
Took a while
For me to realize that
Had to stop giving a f*ck to get my mind back
I said once again
I ain't never going back
I done been through some shit
I'm telling you that

I'm cut from a different cloth
You can't take my sauce
I got my Filas on
I'm bout to take off
Stop talking bout me
And put a dick in your mouth
It's some sloppy joe shit
Come see watt she bout
Stop playing with me
I got a real foul mouth
I ain't holding no grudges
Bitch
Im letting it out