Pray For Me Video (MV)

There's no mirror mirror for me,
Its broken and shattered,
Why I keep seemin to fall down,
When so far up the ladder
Im hopin to master
Holdin on to the shit that really matter
But keep f*ckin up,
Like what the f*ck is the f*ckin matter
Instant gratification im facin every day
When I should be strayin,
Im playin w my sins,
I know god been waiting patiently
He pray for me
More than I care to take the steps
To awaken the beast
Im sitting dormant, i'm your father snoring
On the couch at 4 in the morning
After a night of liquor pourin
Im your favorite faded uncle, show up,
F*ck up all the fun,
Like why he can't just be chillin,
He do this all the time
Pray to get better by day
Back faded, end of the night.
Wake up, refreshed again
But all over at the same time
Try hard to break the circle
The cycle just keep you in line
I know that im the one hurting
But cant seem to free my mind
I cant seem to free my mind,
My family got addicts who actin
Like shit dont matter
And fill it with laughter,
But it do not freeze the time
Your family the same, ignoring they problems
Make it lil harder to see their brain,
To ease the pain, just tell em you see em
And season change
But maybe this winter been goin too long
Smokin w asthma been f*ckin my lungs
I just want you to see where we went wrong
We all some addicts, but hardly attone
(But hardly attone)

I'll pray for you if you pray for me,
Need all real love not your sympathy
Was in the mud, lift me up, and wash me clean
Nobody else can do it, I gotta set me free.
I'll pray for you if you pray for me,
Need all real love not your sympathy
Was in the mud, lift me up, and wash me clean
Nobody else can do it, I gotta set me free.

Will we get lost in time,
Will our name ring after the lights,
Will we drink till the bottle is gone
And smoke till the end of the light
I been asking, what's the cost
Subconsciously know its my life
So do I just keep on goin
Or face my problems and fight

Im facing these problems, with 99 bottles
I wish i could solve why im wired like this
But instead ima call on myself
To get outta this shit
I love being intoxicated
Not gone say ima addict, but while im at it
Ima manic, dont panic,
My plan is to get up, up off my shit
And plan my advantage
Im on terms with sandman
The worse nightmare,
But in the form of a human
The truth is I couldn't seem to stop if I wanted
I know it cs, I tried and I failed
But ima keep on goin
Cs my sisters watchin,
My nieces and nephews will soon be following
I'm with all of it
I'll face the withdrawals if it means
I'm startin a new cycle
Live everyday but only one life,
So I gotta rewrite it

We often believe in the things we consume
More than we believe in our own energy.
Constantly putting ourselves in a position
To see no growth.
Evolution is a way of life. Change is constant
And we are matter.
Even the smallest unit of measurements, atoms
Are ever moving.
You've been still for too long.
GO.

I'll pray for you if you pray for me,
Need all real love not your sympathy
Was in the mud, lift me up, and wash me clean
Nobody else can do it, I gotta set me free.
(I gotta set me free)