E. Keenan - Don't Laugh Lyrics

You got me thinking bout when
Way before things went south and before the love was ousted
I couldn't do shit about it
I like to think you saw me as someone who would fall in
Into the life we had
Wasn't that bad
Why do I still feel so sad so
Please don't laugh
If I say I still love you
Please don't laugh
If I miss it when I hug you
Please don't laugh
I'm not accepting that it's over
But it's been years
I'm still here and you aren't any closer
I had the wrong idea
I should have saw things clear
But I know you were wrong
You're right where you belong
I see we weren't made for each other
That shit was hard to discover
But now two kids and a career later ya I doubt you even think of me
So don't fault me for falling
I was just soaring
Hoping that we would be different
Don't fault me for falling
I should have saw it
Now I don't think I can hear your name
Please don't laugh
If I say I still love you
Please don't laugh
If I miss it when I hug you
Please don't laugh
I'm not accepting that it's over
But it's been years
I'm still here and you aren't any closer
Please don't laugh at me
Please don't laugh at me
Please don't