ETCHED MEMORIES - Disease Lyrics

Everytime I try
Shot down
Everytime I think
I f*ck it up even worse
My beliefs, my ways
All coming
(Crumbling)

Systematic reconstruction
Of a life totally lost
What's the point
Of building myself
When you can walk by
And f*ck up my life

Set one foot on the ground
Taken out from underneath me
Curing my imperfections
Destroying my mind
My single sided ways of thinking
Just smashed into a wall
Everything's just so different

I am nothing but a blur
Of lies and pain
Everything seems to have a hint of hate
And when I absorb it all
Into puddles of blood
From flesh split apart
Peeling myself for pleasure
Layer by layer
My life's just so empty