Eric's Trip - Stupidest Thing Lyrics

I don't know what to see and
Can't tell if I am free and alive, alive

Seems like I just sit here and
Mope and complain about my life, my life

Sometimes I think too much
And sit alone in my room and cry, and cry

At night I lie in bed and
Think it would be better if I died, I died

Stupidest thing I ever heard