Eden - I Think You Think Too Much Of Me Album Lyrics

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Sex

And I said "What's up?
What you been thinking?
'Cause you been staring at that roof
So long, I swear its come alive"
And she spoke nine words,
And now were sinking,
But I can't find it in myself to want to lie
To keep this thing from going down

'Cause that girl took my heart
And I ain't want it back
No, I'm laying down my cards

'Cause you said it meant nothing
And I should've kept my silence,
But I guess I'm too attached,
To my own pride,
To let you know
That all these words meant nothing
And I've always been this heartless
And we were just having sex
No, I would never call it love
But, love

Oh no,
I think I'm catching feelings and I
Don't know,
If this is empathy I feel just
Hold on,
Remember why you said this was the
Last time

Woah, hey, yeah yeah yeah,
Woah, so I guess it's
Woah, hey, yeah yeah yeah,
Woah, let die to let live

And what's good
When both choices I've got
Have us staring down the barrel
To the bullets I can't stop
And so I stand off,
Like indecisions kevlar
'till this fear of feeling stops and
I'm done, but you

No, I don't know how to forget you
No, I don't know how to forget you
No, I don't know how to forget you
No, I don't know how to forget you

'Cause that girl took my heart,
And I ain't want it back,
No, a bulletproof restart

Oh no,
I think I'm catching feelings and I
Don't know,
If this is empathy I feel just
Hold on,
Remember why you said this was the
Last time,

Woah, hey, yeah yeah yeah,
Woah, so I guess it's
Woah, hey, yeah yeah yeah,
Woah, let die to let live
No, I don't know how to forget you
No, I don't know how to forget you
No, I don't know how to forget you
No, I don't know
How to forget you

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Drugs

Cause I had the best of the worst sides
And I had these lungs
And I had too many flash fires
That I just let them burn

Till my chest is on fire
And my head just won't die
I guess I'm lying cause I wanna
I guess I'm lying cause I don't
Cause I just feel so tired
Like it's move or slowly die
You ain't you when you're like this
This ain't you and you know it
But ain't that just the point?
You don't know
How to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm still caught below
And I'll never let you know
No I can't tell you nothing

Cause I'm a f*cking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
Cause I'm a f*cking mess sometimes
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying's the only rush I need

Cause all I needed was some words to say
That all these feelings don't mean shit to me
Cause it's all just chemicals anyway
Anyway
And I got way too many routes to take
To make this all just go away
And find another heart to break
So heartless with the words I say
Just saying what I'm supposed to say
Cause I had nothing for you
I can't love when I can't even love myself
Things I would rather be thoughts at the back of my head, but I'm addicted to hurting
And I got these lungs
And I spent too many late nights
Just Thinking a hole in the earth

Till the sky is on fire
And my head still won't die
I guess I'm lying cause I want to
I guess I'm lying cause I don't
Cause I just feel so tired
Like I need something to come alive
She said you ain't you when you're like this
This ain't you what you done?
And I said that's the point

You don't know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm still caught below
And I'll never let you know
No I can't tell you nothing

Cause I'm a f*cking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
Cause I'm a f*cking mess inside
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying's the only rush I need

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And

And this is just another sad song
I can't deny that I've been needing one
And that the world is always our fall
And we did nothing, how did we do wrong
And I've been thinking that when we thought
The world would break us out we weren't wrong
But it's just never been the world outside
And sonder kind of has me terrified

And I'm so sorry I can't find the time
Spent all my days over-preocupied
And I've been thinkin' 'bout how I'd react
If you were me and I was ghosted at
And I know I should try more
But I've been so caught in my own small shit that I can't see
That's nothing around me here

But I've been trying really f*ckin' hard not to try so hard
Really f*ckin' hard just to let go
Really f*ckin' hard not to try so hard
Realize I have nowhere left to go

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Rock + Roll

So tell me this is who you are
But, tell me I've got something worse
And oh, you could be loved
But I don't want the lies to find me
When I'm dark and lost but never on my own

Cause I just wanna swing like Sinatra
Singing like I can't stop
Cause I can never rock like a Rolling Stone
I just wanna live like the ones before, yeah

And maybe I could play guitar like Hendrix
Or save the world or end it
And maybe they'll remember me when I'm gone
It's all I could ever want
It's all I want

So I got ten minutes to be all or nothing
To whoever wants to hear
And I got ten weeks to talk bullshit on repeat until I'm burned out and disappear
But I owe you nothing
And I own my life
So you'll say you'll never be alone again
But I don't think you understand me or what I fear

But you could be loved
But I don't wanna lie to tell myself
I'm more than all the mistakes I've outrun
I'm only here for a minute
But I don't care what you say
Cause I know you're only here cause I'm winning
But I can be my own kind of rock and roll
I don't really care if you say you don't f*ck with me
And I can say what the f*ck I want cause it's down to me
And I got love for you even if you were doubting me
Like, oh my God, I just can't stop

Cause I just wanna sing like Sinatra
With ethanol on my soundtrack
Cause I can never rock like a Rolling Stone
And wonder how it feels to burnout young

Cause I just wanna die before my heart fails
From heartbreak or cocktails
Then maybe you'll cry once you know I'm gone
It's all I could ever want
Oh, it's all I want
Cause I ain't scared of livin'

No I ain't scared of livin'
No I ain't scared of livin'

Cause it's all we got
What are we breathin' for?
And I don't want your love
I just wanna feel like I'm still livin'
And if there is no god
I know the day I die I'd live through heaven
And that I gave it hell
And if it hurt, oh well
At least that's living

It's all I want
It's all I want

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Fumes

The morning light shines a lifeline
Escape is what I need
I should've listened last night, girl
This is beyond belief
That we keep falling for the lure of
Liquid confidence and lies
And we skydive from walls we built
Dying just to feel alive

On the way down screamin'

Woah
If all we have is time, then we'll be alright
It's not much, but it's better than nothing
We're running on fumes, but we'll make it through the night
It's not love, but it's better than dreaming

Oh, I'm on fire
There's a burning in my bones and in my eyes
These dreams they're taking hold, I just need time
Time

[Gnash:]
Building walls to burn them down
Cannonballs to watch me drown
You've got me lost in here and now
You've got me gone and lost and found
We only hang in evenings
And I don't know what I'm thinking
But I know that I won't think it
If I keep up with this thinking
All these dreams and all these plans
We shared under the moonlight
They're dreams and plans that I have
I just don't know if you'll feel right
When I leave in the morning
And I kiss you and say goodnight
I kick myself until we kick it
Should've told you goodbye
Coming home so late at night
We both covered in sand
I don't know just what I'm missing
But I'm doing what I can
And if all we have is time then we'll be fine...

Woah
If all we have is time, then we'll be alright
It's not much, but it's better than nothing
We're running on fumes, but we'll make it through the night
It's not love, but it's better than dreaming

Woah
If all we have is time, then we'll be alright
It's not much, but it's better than nothing
We're running on fumes, but we'll make it through the night
It's not love, but it's better than dreaming

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XO

She's in love with the concept
As if we're all just how she imagined
Cause "we're in love but just don't know it yet"
Well, tell me how am I supposed to see the magic?

Cause I don't believe in it no more
But I don't tell her
Cause I always imagined
It's easier if she thinks she won
So Imma let her, and she said

I don't think I love you no more
You never seem to call me lately
Girl I don't think you know me at all
Cause I never thought id have to say this
No I don't love you, and I never did
Look at us burning down in flames for kicks but just know
I'm not singing for your XO
I'm just singing cause it's over

Came and went like the summer time
Was that a sunset or sunrise
Looking back like where'd the time go
So much for trying to keep this moving slow

Cause I don't believe in her no more
But I remember

How we talked shit like we knew what we wanted
I still remember what she said

I don't think I love you no more
You never seem to call me lately
Girl I don't think she knew me at all
Cause I never thought I'd have to say this
But I'm no liar, and I never hid
Anything, you should have seen it coming to this just know
I'm not singing for an ex though
I'm just singing cause it's over

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Circles

If I told you how this story end,
Would you change a step you take?
And if I could relive all of my days,
I'd live them all the same.

'cause I'm scared, of all that I don't know,
'cause I want it all but all of it ain't gold.
And I'm scared, but I know it's not for long
'cause I'm learning what I should've long before.

That all we are,
Is a light into the darkness;
And all we are,
Is time that's counting down.
And all we are,
Is falling through the spaces in between;
Endless flight,
A lifetime in repeat.

But I still find solace,
When you say
That you know how I feel
When it's wrong,
And it ain't been right for years.

Let go, give these ghosts a new home;
Let's bury our past and our fears and all these bones.
Let's go, I should've seen it long before;
'cause this is my life
I will not run in circles
Ending where I start.

So hold on to me,
We'll burn out slowly.
And feel our hearts leap
To words we don't mean:

Love.
Means nothing to me,
'cause I don't know what it is.
I'm just dying to be
All that I've been dreaming of.
And words betray me,
Contradict all I stand for;
But I'm still learning.
Yeah I'm still learning.

That all we are,
Is a light into the darkness.
And oh we are,
Just time that's counting down.
And all we are,
Is falling through the spaces in between;
Endless flight,

We're falling to our knees.