D!ZZY - Darkness Lyrics

Shits crazy I'm kinda faded I'm contemplating
Frustrated a lot to say but don't ever say it
Isolated and sometimes it's complicated
In my mind
Having the same ol conversation
Go ahead and yeah say it out loud
Tell em' whatchu thinkin yeah they listening now
People ain't around when u down on the ground
I was inlove with a bitch I found out she was sleeping around
Hearts hurting and you wondering why
Cuz I'm living f*cking check to check just to get by
Totaled my brand new whip that I just got a loan to buy
And yeah the shit it had me walking and depending on rides
Three hundred every f*ckin month I had pay the bank
For four years with the money that I barely made
Pissed off yeah that shit it had me f*cking sick
Literally paying for a car
That didn't even exist
It's f*cked up but the shit it put me on my grind
I'm fast forward yeah Ima leave the past behind
And times flying by feel like I don't ever got time
Working fifty hours a week but still I find time
To work up on this music shit and kick it with my daughter
Had her when I was seventeen, I'm a young father
And people having kids in their lives they ain't apart of
But I promise no matter what I'ma love her regardless
And yea I promise I won't fall I won't stop
Ls turn to lessons I been learning a lot
I'm still thankful for all the mother f*cking shit that I got
Cuz life could be worse you ever give that a thought
Damn
There's nothing you can do but try to stay positive
And if you feeling down well atleast try to find the cause of it
Too many people crying always wanting sympathy
And I don't want shit from y'all man look what yall done did to me
Yeah look what y'all done did to me
People do you wrong that shit f*ck with me mentally
Think ima forget all the shit you did to me
And once you do me wrong I promise that your dead to me
But it's cool yes I guess ima let it be
Understand I'm a man of integrity
I won't forget all the shit that you said to me
But I promise do me wrong yeah you dead to me

Yeah
Dead to me