And if I die tonight
I pray the Lord
You take my soul
Understand that I been thinking
Death
Since I was 10 years old
Not because I wanna die
I fear the things that I don't know
But ever since the age of 10
I only see my homies go
Another funeral
So I'm outside
I got the dubbies rolled
Cause
I can not sober
When I see them
Get their halo gold
So much damage
From the past
Emotions on a roller coast
I just had a plan
I kept it cozy
Kept the family close
Understand
Look I had to be a man
Therapist
Keeping blowing up my line
Bout a treatment plan
Telling me to write these letters
To myself
Like Dear Stan
So Dear Dylan
Understand
You are such a wiser man
Damnit dawg you grew up
Remember all them nights
You threw up?
Anxiety on your mind
Overthinking
You gonna blow up
Start skipping all ya' meals
Tell ya homies
You don't eat much
Nerves get the best of you
You lighting up the reffa
Then your ex-girl on your mind
Thinking should I call up Keshia
But isn't she the one
Who just left you
For no reason?
What's the meaning?
Cause I ain't do nothing
Dawg You left me
And now you see me good
I see you down
And that upset me
I'm not tryna flex
Or rub this shit in your face
I just seen that you been down
You been in a lost place
Baby please don't you forget
To bow ya head
And say ya grace
Cause I know today sucks
But tomorrow will be okay
Okay?