Taking pills feeling sick
Oh I just really need to let go let go
But I'm stuck in this pit
Feeling constantly numb
So I'll do anything to make me feel something
Try anything to stop all this nothing
Lose anything to say that I've at least felt love
And before you have to go
Oh I thought that after all this I'd be better now but somehow I'm still f*cking sinking
Oh I thought that getting off it I'd be better now but somehow I don't know why I'm sinking
Sleepless nights getting drunk
I guess I'm really good at letting go letting go
Shove it down pour it up
Until I feel like a slump
So I'll do anything to make me feel something
Try anything to stop all this nothing
Lose anything to say that I've at least felt love
So before you have to go
Oh I thought that after all this I'd be better now but somehow I'm still f*cking sinking
Oh I thought that getting off it I'd be better now but somehow I don't know why I'm sinking
Oh I thought that after all this I'd be better now but somehow I'm still f*cking sinking
Oh I thought that getting off it I'd be better now but somehow I don't know why I'm sinking