Steady smoking dro
Xanax keeps my eyes low
Always fienin for the dope
Good coke in my nose
Nothing else to live for
Existence is joke
Put my neck inside the rope
Choke choke choke
Then i float float float
Up into the stratosphere
Runnin away from all my fears
Oh i cannot hear i cannot hear
Demons screamin in my ear
My conscience still not clear
Still not clear still not clear
How I've wasted 20 years
Livin a life I didn't want
Wash the pain away
Sentience is a burden
Erase me from reality
Sleeping in the void
Only findin peace inside my dreams
Havin felt shit since i was 18
Im gettin bored w this place
Killin my liver my only escape
On that self destructive wave
Dig myself an early grave
Lookin in the mirror
I don't recognize my face
Reflect on all my mistakes
Wondering how i ended up this way