DyeAlone - I Thought Christ Existed but It Was Just the Drugs Lyrics

3 days since I awoke from my snooze guess it's time to walk up out
This tomb thinking Jesus Christ is real but it must be the shrooms

F*ck

Tripping hard want a xanax bar calm my nerves that shit
I heard ya saying is quite absurd leveling up and leveling down
Popin these pills till I can't f*cking move

Mind going blank my whole life's a f*cking mistake
But I can't f*cking wait till I pull that trigger have my blood flow
With a smile on my face while you all quiver

My life is a joke put my neck in that rope smile
While I'm swinging you think
I'm misleading I'm really im just feining for another fix triple 6 on that crucifix

Hey man who got the pharmaceuticals?
Tryna mix em with this cocaine on my cuticle
I don't wanna feel nothing dude
Ooo that girl she so beautiful
I think I'm gonna talk to her
She might like me 4 a week or 2
Prolly f*ck it up in a week or 2
Im sorry:( didn't mean to f*ck u up 2
I just couldn't feel a thing for u
Destroying everything around me
Seems to be the only thing I know how to do
God damn why do I gotta be this way
Believe me I've been tryna change
But I ain't got time for change
Just tryna get 6 figure funds
Then I'll cop that spaceship
Escape the milky way
I'll be the next elon musk
Livin on another planet
With a alien goth bitch
One eyed like leela
And im fry
Time traveling
To get away from this life