Battlin, I'm conflicted
Findin answers now that I've sifted
Wide awake but now that I've drifted
Off to sleep my dreams are so cryptic
And it's, weighin heavy I've lifted
In my presence feelin so gifted
Ditto minded now that I've shifted
Into gear, now I'm equipped with
A buncha, lessons that I've learned
Got a couple scars from when I was burned
Rode the bench but now it's my turn
Rodgers to Favre now that I've earned
My chance
And now it's time to dance
Not gonna sit it out Ms. Womack
Throw it all up on my back
Gonna plant my stakes, won't lose track
Lu's on my shoulder but look like who's that
Clues are the keys now that I've mapped
In depression, thought I was trapped
Ensnared in life, but I snapped
Reset my life, I adapt
Sticks and stones, all in my path
Fires lit up under my ass
So tear me down, I'll outlast (last)
A love was lost
Awake I tossed
Turned a page to get my point across
Tried to hold me down like she's duke lacrosse
But I'm risin up when the occasion calls
Tuggin balls as I saddle up
Let the curtains fall til it's a cloud of dust
I'm certain y'all that I filled my cup
I begged for this til my throat erupts
Let the lava spill cause I'm blowin up
Another challenger is never goin up
Not Peter Pan I'm into growin up
And I'll Neverland just cause the goins rough
I'm flyin over til my time is up
Another sand of life and every grain is tough
I'm droppin hate and pickin up the love
Find my peace and release the dove
Open up my heart, share my soul
Let the sun shine, where it's been so cold
Let someone in, so I don't lose control
Another chapter, when I'm gray and old
The book of life, you let unfold
Every step you take is gonna shape the mold
Every lesson learned, another one you know
So now ya know
Talkin to my pillow
Tryin to find my home just like Zillow
Got my knees shakin like jello
Hard to speak after the hello
Try to find peace with my fellow
Man it's hard just to be mellow
Voice of reason speaks with an echo
Try to sketch it out with my pencil
Create new life, after the stencil
Smile through pain, flexin my dental
Hardened by life, but choose to be gentle
Decisions all effectin my mental
Let shit blow, diet coke and mentos
Let shit go, tapouts and chokeholds
Breathe new life, I'm zapped by the paddles
Life's just a journey, I set my examples