Nothing making sense and lately everything illogical
Life can be so difficult it feels like it's impossible
This medicine got me tripping and slipping like it's an obstacle
I'd rather be dead than go back to the f*cking hospital
It's demons in my head still got the devil on my shoulder
Telling me to change up if I wanna be growing older
Psych ward doctors not believing what I told her
Weight of the world on me is getting heavy like some boulders
Nothing lasts forever
I been screaming til the f*cking grave
Never saying never say never
There ain't no f*cking way
Cos I know there's consequences coming
How I misbehave
Can't regret the past
If I don't think about the yesterdays
I'm in a haze
Struggling to keep up with these rats that race
Cut my nose off with a knife
Just to spite my own face
Take my sneakers off
And I'll replace them with some lead weights
Jump into the ocean
And I'll sick into a dark place
My face numb
And it's only this way from all the pills I take
Powder in my nose
It's only downers how I medicate
Drag me to the river
Throw me in and let me float away
Cos I been drowning faster
And I can't swim against these f*cking waves
Nothing lasts
When everything breaks like it's made of glass
I said nothing lasts
Got me breathing crazy
Feeling like a panic attack
Yeah
Nothing lasts
When everything breaks like it's made of glass
I said nothing lasts
Got me breathing crazy
Feeling like a panic attack
Yeah
Need myself another situation
Before I decompose
Drag me to the bottom
I swear I've been to this place before
Leave my body lying where it fell
I'm sick of heaven
Want to go to hell
Need myself another situation
Before I decompose
Drag me to the bottom
I swear I've been to this place before
Leave my body lying where it fell
I'm sick of heaven
Want to go to hell
Need myself another situation
Before I decompose
Drag me to the bottom
I swear I've been to this place before
Leave my body lying where it fell
I'm sick of heaven
Want to go to hell
Need myself another situation
Before I decompose
Drag me to the bottom
I swear I've been to this place before
Leave my body lying where it fell
I'm sick of heaven
Wanna go to
I wanna go to hell
I wanna go to hell
I wanna go to hell