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Spending all these long and lonely nights
Looking at my phone
Wondering what I did to lose myself
And end up all alone
Don't need rehabilitation
I just need some affirmation
I don't think that I can make it on my own
Get some more enthusiasm
Trying to climb out of this chasm
I don't think I've ever felt so low
No one ever speaks to me
The way the voices do
It's all inside my head
But it's the only voice I knew
Replaying all the lies
I swear I never tell the truth
So I guess it's time to say
My last goodbye to you
There's still something in the back, back, back
Of my head
Just waiting to attack, attack, attack
There's still something in the back, back, back
Of my head
Just waiting to attack, attack, attack
Take me away from this place
Find me a way to escape
Clocking out with people who I used to keep close
I lost everybody when I chose to walk that road
Taking everything for granted when I probably should have shown
A little bit of understanding to the people I don't know
I guess I got a little problem
But it's all my own fault
Trying to be a better person
But it's hard when you're involved
Got my head up in the clouds
But I'm running out of oxygen
Soon I'll be in heaven
But it's hell that I'm belonging in
I don't wanna be me anymore
I don't want attention
Want to be ignored
I been hyperventilating in my sleep
Got me feeling like I'm in too deep
Too deep
There's still something in the back, back, back
Of my head
Just waiting to attack, attack, attack
There's still something in the back, back, back
Of my head
Just waiting to attack, attack, attack
Take me away from this place
Find me a way to escape