devotion Video (MV)

I'm hopelessly devoted to myself
And I'll never find an answer to the question
Why can't I just care about someone else
Keep on falling upwards till I learn my lesson
I don't wanna be the centre of attention
I don't wanna be a burden on my friends and
I don't wanna be a bad example of a person
I just wanna live an honest life steady working
Working on myself it's like a full time living
All them times I wanted it to end I must be tripping
Kept it all inside like I was locked up in a prison
I was only caring about myself and my addiction
And I'll bring you flowers
Take you on a day trip
Spend an hour trying to empty out my pay slip
Just to give you everything you ever asked for
But it's never quite enough cause you deserve more
You deserve everything
And I can't be your everything
But I still get butterflies every time I hear you speak
You deserve the world and I'ma give it to you one day
Only gave a f*ck about the pills I was a junkie
It took me, chewed me up and spit me back the f*ck out
Couldn't see, my head was way too far up in the damn clouds
She loves me, but she doesn't know what I been chatting 'bout
She got these worries and her head is all filled up with doubt
She wants me living healthy, wealthy, with a big house
She got me shouting all this bullshit I'm a loud mouth
Gave up on the drug shit
No more popping benzos
Pills I used to f*ck with
I left them in the friend zone
No more purple syrup
Left it in the styrofoam
No more trading favours
For them proxy oxycodones
You deserve better than someone like me
You deserve to feel like a f*cking queen
You deserve somebody who knows no fear
Who'd walk a mile through broken glass just to hear you speak
I'm hopelessly devoted to myself
And I'll never find an answer to the question
Why can't I just care about someone else
Keep on falling upwards till I learn my lesson
And I'll bring you flowers
Take you on a day trip
Spend an hour trying to empty out my pay slip
Just to give you everything you ever asked for
But it's never quite enough cause you deserve more
You deserve everything
And I can't be your everything
But I still get butterflies every time I hear you speak to me
When you say those three little words it makes me want to be
But I won't stop digging this hole till I'm six feet deep
And I'll bring you flowers
Take you on a day trip
Spend an hour trying to empty out my pay slip
Just to give you everything you ever asked for
But it's never quite enough cause you deserve more