Feels like i'm drowning and i cant breathe
The walls are caving in around me
I call out your name but you cant hear me
Hold out my hands but i cant reach
I saw your face in a dream
Staring blankly at me
And i cant let it go
Can't you just let me be
My gaze turns to the sky
As i fall backwards i'm
Taken back to a time
When you were still with me
I had a dream I was sinking at the bottom
Wake up reach out and grab the bottle
Drink a fifth just to stop my head from pounding
In either state of mind I find myself drowning
I really miss you now
When I look out
And see the ocean and the clouds
Smell the salt and hear the sounds
I can almost hear your voice now
Leave my body out in the middle of nowhere
After i'm dead
So the vultures can pull me apart
And i wont have this pain in my head
Emotional lies
In this pool I will die
At the bottom I'll lie
End my emotional life