Amen it's the end of my life yeah
Gun chillin right beside me on my shelf
And I have locked up tombs
Killed my old self now I'm coming for you
On my bed, locked in my room
Sitting down, loading pistol ready to boom boom
Life is taking its toll
Why push harder can't take it anymore
Dark thoughts dark feelings just in my head
But I stay real cuz it's close to my end
No love just hate and the darkness amend
Trying to live but I'll take death instead
Am I drinking Hennessy
Or am I drinking kerosene
Whatever's in those drinks
Made me feel like I'm a die today
Is this pistol loaded
Or is it just empty, let me see
It doesn't really matter
Cuz we all gon end up dead to me
I'm so damn numb
So damn tired
Feelin like I might give out
My legs are hurting hella mount
My bones are breaking to the ground
I try to yell but hear no sound
It's getting heavy by the pound
I turn around to see a frown
My life ain't up it's looking down
Cops coming to my house one day
They see my dead body
But what are they supposed to say
Cuz I'm in the real world
People don't have feelings
Or maybe they do they just ain't coming
Near me
Amen it's the end of my life yeah
Gun chillin right beside me on my shelf
And I have locked up tombs
Killed my old self now I'm coming for you
On my bed, locked in my room
Sitting down, loading pistol ready to boom boom
Life is taking its toll
Why push harder can't take it anymore
Dark thoughts dark feelings just in my head
But I stay real cuz it's close to my end
No love just hate and the darkness amend
Trying to live but I'll take death instead