It's like this feeling never fades
Sometimes it feels like it'll never go away
If a genie granted me a wish i'd ask for a new brain
Can't fight these demons anymore i'll go insane
I don't know what it is that made me feel this way
Maybe it's watching true love blow up in my f*cking face
At a young age, I watched my mom cry and my dad just walk away
Can't say I blame him tho, I do the same damn thing
No, I don't feel fine
But I don't wanna die yet
Then again, I fantasize about my funeral sometimes