Keep It Real Video (MV)

I've been fighting
I've been trying
I've been dying inside
I don't like the way
You speak to me
Everything you say are lies

Keep on pushing
And pretending like it doesn't hurt
Seems like as time goes on
That's the only thing that works
Why do I keep f*cking up
When will I ever learn
They don't really love you but
They want love in return
Wondering how much time
I got left on this earth
Anxiety f*cking me up
I always think the worst
You don't want to guard my heart
You wanna quench your thirst
Hide from me
And lie to me
You could've just told me first

Keeping it real ain't easy
When you don't want repercussions
If I don't keep it real
Then I can't even f*cking function
Life's full of lessons
And growing through depressions
Just a lost soul
Traveling through dimensions
Baby just leave me alone
Don't want attention
You can judge me all you want
F*ck your impression
Where I been I'm laying low
Ima keep 'em guessing
Don't ask me why I am
The way I am
I don't like questions

I've been smoking
I've been drinking
I've been doing
Too much thinking
Stuck inside my head
Know too much shit
Was easier
When I knew nothing instead

Time is an illusion
We're all living in delusion
Knew shit was up
When my head was in confusion
He f*cked my heart up
Now I'm living in seclusion
Don't f*cking lie to me
Or shits gonna get gruesome
Got a lot of healing
I can admit
I ain't perfect
Put my head down
Keep it pushing
Keep working
Would've left you alone
If I knew I would be hurting
I would be hurting

I've been fighting
I've been trying
I've been dying inside
I don't like the things
That you do
The way you move in disguise

Keeping it real ain't easy
When you don't want repercussions
If I don't keep it real
Then I can't even f*cking function
Life's full of lessons
And growing through depressions
Just a lost soul
Traveling through dimensions
Baby just leave me alone
Don't want attention
You can judge me all you want
F*ck your impression
Where I've been im laying low
Ima keep 'em guessing
Don't ask me why I am
The way I am
I don't like questions

I've been smoking
I've been drinking
I've been doing
Too much thinking
Stuck inside my head
Know too much shit
Was easier when I knew
Nothing instead