Growing Pains Video (MV)

You made me surreal but I'm vacant
I'm messing around with the vapors
So if I get laugh lines creating
I'll iron them out with the papers
My beats have bipolar disorder
My lyrics have ADHD
My friends just got lit in the bathroom
My girl wont stop staring at me
You can call me a charmer
But I won't believe
There's a sermon inside me
And it's flooding the streets
Life is just gonna slip by me, cause I cant control when I get to the end
So maybe for now I'll put all of the steam to good use and just try to forget
I've been playing hooky for substance
And it's probably gonna bite me real soon
I'm dreaming of making it big time
But at this point I'm running errands for fools
I get closer to gold when i'm spitting my mind
I just want all these verses to last
Or avoid paying to my future until I know that shit's a thing of the past
You can call me a charmer
But I won't believe
There's a sermon inside me
That's just trynna be free
Some of my friends like to say I'm insane and I'm sad to admit that it's true
So maybe we can wipe the slate like a dinner plate and renew
So I'm gon' fake the time of day and be the best that I can be
I'll just be me
And if i make it like they say, will I say f*ck the industry
I'll just be me
So I'm gon' fake the time of day and be the best that I can be
I'll just be me
And if i make it like they say, will I say f*ck the industry
I'll just be me, no
Don't you call me a charmer
I'm not gonna believe
Do I follow my heart now
Or just bring it with me
Maybe the seconds will add up to something, its certain for now I don't know
Teeter-totter between being broke and Romeo
Teeter-totter between bigger things and Romeo
Teeter-totter between having faith and Romeo