Almost got the money, power, & respect that I wanted
But still ain't feeling like I'm next
Lately I been feeling alone
Alone with my stress
I got some exes calling, I don't like responding
I ain't even gon' send 'em a text
Getting more self-aware & on the verge of tearing up the game
I got it in my head
Almost got the money, power, & respect that I wanted
But still ain't feeling like I'm next
Next ain't feeling like an option
Opting for the future's presents, ignoring the now
Now I got it down
I feel not going for the crown is next to throwing in the towel
Finna off my offers, f*ck the consequences
I ain't giving up before I'm proud
Going out without a bang is too insane to contemplate
I gave my life out to a crowd
A crowd that want it right now
They want it right now
Admire myself, thinking 'bout how I got it right now
I got it right now
I feel like no one is holding me up when I'm down
& I'm feeling so down
So I gotta relax 'fore the world gets too cold to chill out
& I gotta chill out, sometimes I gotta chill out
But I want it right now, I want it right now
& I ain't gon' stop till the world in my palm & they bow, my palm & they bow
The world is my canvas, I swear that I want it right now, I want it right now
& I ain't gon' stop till the world in my palm & they bow, my palm & they bow
I swear I want it right now
I done planned it out a thousand times
Said we'll get it, ain't a doubt in my mind
Been looked down upon my whole life
When they don't expect it, it's better to fly
F*ck flying, I done crossed all the lines
I done dotted my i's but forgot I was high
High on life, for life I'm willing to die
I like it when she cries, it's harder to disguise
Everything she say a lie to me
But shit I like it when she lie to me
Keep me focused where I'm tryna be
Never wanna get a diamond ring, uh
Never focused on what they've been focused on
'Cause I've been working for what they ain't looking for
F*ck a student loan, like all I want in life
Is someone coming towards myself with open arms
But I never got it
They say I'm working too hard
I brush it off, forgot it
Like y'all ain't really know my heart
Like y'all ain't really know that art
Ain't determined by a chart
The underground been going hard
I never wanna play the part
They handed to me at the start
I f*ck around & put my mark
All on this shit, don't you get it?
The industry been getting thrifty
They taking from any damn kid that they see with a vision
& use for their business
Then calling me up for forgiveness
They think they deserve 'cause they bigger
Said get out my ear with that bullshit
I got something for y'all with my middle finger
I done put my foot up on the line
A thousand times
I done bolted when I saw it shine
A thousand times
If you f*ck with me I'll make you mine
A thousand times
Shoulda seen the world up in her eyes
A thousand times
We got a way to go up from here
The race has only begun
We got a way to go up from here
The race has only begun
We got a way to go up from here
The race has only begun
We got a way to go up from here
The race has only begun
The world get different when you the kid that they want on they team
I never broke or disbanded, joined a band & got cream
Ran to the top of the game, set up my aim, point a beam
I swear this game is a shame, kids tryna make it off me
& I never gave a dollar to your train of thought
Never played the cause, I'll probably be dead 'fore I ever chase a thot
But that's a whole ass lie, everyone knows that's why
A little distraction never hurt, that's how I made it this far
& I'll probably never be shit, free this
Got a hundred kids that's tryna be me, it's literally
Another world out there, it's hella cold out there
Everyone want, but don't nobody wanna work out there
& when I make it man I'll probably throw a stack to every ex-crush
I'm getting hella stressed but man I never asked for extra, 'cause
I just wanna make a living off this shit
But I wouldn't mind making every could-be hella jealous, uh
& when I quit I'm going out with a bang, baby
Insane, crazy, I flame every MC tryna come lay lately, hey
Wait, wait, wait, I don't think you ready for the games played, see
I juggle vowels like I'm paid to entertain the king
& when I came to state my name they ain't believe I'm really ready for this shit
I'm really ready for this shit
I put my heart my heart, my soul, my blood into my pen
& then I add a little skin just to make up for the fact that I don't fit
You really acting like a bitch & I don't mind it
But don't get too surprised when ain't nobody tryna find the fine line in, uh
Whatever type of life you living
I'm giving each his own but I don't like the height you sit at
I feel I'm finna relapse after this one, need a big ass lump of some funds
Some medicine that come from a street doctor or someone's plug
To get me right
'Cause I'm feeling like I'm finna take the world over, yeah