Dreadful Operator - Hack Lyrics

I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know where I'm headed
I don't know who to try to f*ck
I don't know if I'll regret it
She could get it I could set it off like a Molotov
(Fireball)
What the f*ck am I sayin?
Why the f*ck am I playin?
Every day I'm delaying something better from staying
I'm always dead ass broke the day before I get paid
I'm just a man goin from cave to cave
Cave to grave, crave the wave, weigh the cons and pros
And then do the wrong thing anyways
F*ck it, I have terrible judgement
Can't stick to a budget- I'll just bang on these buttons

Not your typical hacker
Not your typical hacker
Not your typical hacker
Not your typical (hacker)

Headphones, bedroom, car with the windows up-
The only places where I really don't give a f*ck
I hate being over crowded I hate being alone
But alone is when I get in my zone
It's when I create the best when I
Hate myself I get suicidally stressed
And lose sight of the rest and try to digest
But its when I rest with the blood in my chest
And my heart is always slower than I thought
Your heart is as big as a fist is what I was taught
I gotta see for myself so I pull my heart out- no scalpel, savage no doubt!
They say the brain is the size of two fists pull my brain out thru my nose to prove it
Wow I'm empty inside why do I feel the same?
Brainless, heartless, where's the change?
Strange...

Not your typical hacker
Not your typical hacker
Not your typical hacker
Cause I don't know what I'm after