Dreadful Operator - Cuf It Lyrics

I'm taking my inhibitions and I'm tying into a brick
And I'm throwing them through the window of a store
Ain't no turning back when the brick hits the glass and the shattered pieces fall to the floor
As I walk through the shards getting cuts on my arms, I have scars what's a couple more?
Nothing left to lose as I let the blood ooze if they catch me they will only catch a corpse
Searching for the safe but there's no such place it's a state of mind find it at the core
I can't find mine but I don't care anymore, I am no longer envious of yours
If you don't wanna help you wanna fly by yourself that's fine I don't need your support
I can do this on my own born alone die alone there's no reason to cut that time short

Last words rebirth I reclaim this life
For the pain and the tears and the love fears I will not give up twice
Last words rebirth I reclaim this life
For the pain and the tears and the love fears I will not give up twice

Look me in my eyes see the fire and the strife as I lie and say I have no regrets
Cause deep down inside I know what I tried it is not the kind of thing you forget
I just wanna move past it and get to feelin fantastic and never see the world like that again
But I know it's inevitable I won't always feel incredible but this time I am reaching for the pen
I don't care anymore what's the game what's the score I don't care what's already been said
Cause living in this moment I am f*cking owning it raw as my blood bled red
It's not about confidence it's all about honesty the truth will always set you free
And I wish I didn't have to have to learn that lesson the hard way but now I can finally see

Last words rebirth I reclaim this life
For the pain and the tears and the love fears I will not give up twice
Last words rebirth I reclaim this life
For the pain and the tears and the love fears I will not give up twice

Blessed be the fool who was given a second chance and time to heal a heart to feel
A mind and time to find his way home wherever his head might lay
I tried for years to run away from myself just to start construction and rebuild my hell
As it turns out I was my own oppressor my own judgement was the ultimate stressor
So I took my inhibitions and I tied em to a brick and I've thrown it as far as I can
And I approach it I don't let myself open it I just pick it up and throw it again
And every single time it takes every bit of strength but I know now that I've done it before
That I can do it again hold that brick over my head and say f*ck it! I don't need this anymore

Last words rebirth I reclaim this life
For the pain and the tears and the love fears I will not give up twice
Last words rebirth I reclaim my life
For the pain and the tears and the love fears I will not give up twice

F*ck it- the new mantra
Go for broke go until there's nothing less and then keep going
Just keep going
Quitting is not an option
Failure may be an outcome, but failure is never the end

F*ck it