Im f*cked up
I'm stressed
And I'm all alone
Sometimes that shit get in my Head and I get in my zone
I got on my knees and prayed
But you sent ha home
I cryed every night
Wishing I was in ha arms
Now my brother
Oh no
Boi You did me wrong
Left me on this earth expecting Me to be army strong
Said you was gone ride you left Me in this rainy storm
And now I swea to GOD I can't Even walk home
To the place we used to be that We called our own
Let me not forget my lil sister She held on
All the way till ha last breath
When GOD took ha home
All those smiles and laughter
Ha Yeah the gone
Now y'all asking me
How I remain strong
I dont
I just keep praying and Hold on
Hoping God don't take my Grandmother and call ha home
I'll shed blood sweat and tears Behind the ones that's gone
Be feeling like wtf
Why I gotta Remain strong
Remember those rainy days When mommy told me baby you Strong
My oldest sister is a lion heart She brave on ha own
Gotta stand up for me can't let These niggahs test me
My heart bigger then the seas These niggahs over step me
Cryed in my sleep days and
Nights cause I let niggahs touch Me
My fam swea they love me but They closed them does on me
This the shit that kill a niggah When I be feeling lonely
It gotta be a way out
Gotta be another way
Got on my knees and prayed to GOD to see another day
All those rainy days turned into Sunny days
Ain't no poppin perks that pain Healed me anyways
Yeah RIP to my brother main
Christopher Mcmillian
RIP to my mama man
RIP to my lil sustas
I love ya