Who's to blame for my suffering?
Why can't i find relief?
Feels like someones out to get me
That's just something that the weak believe
A layer of dust on my brain upon the shelf
You can't blame the shovel for the hole I dug myself
Broke, stuck, staring at the screen
Nothing on my mind, a slave to the routine
This instability
My own worst enemy
Bitter hostility
I know I'm what's killing me
No ambition, no goals no self respect
No one else to care what did I expect
Change of scenery won't help, i'm sure i'll find
Never mind the state you're in, all about your state of mind
A layer of dust on my brain upon the shelf
I can't blame the shovel for the hole I dug myself
Low, strange, don't wanna be clean
A loner a creep, at home in the obscene
This instability
My own worst enemy
Bitter hostility
I know I'm what's killing me
IM PRAYING FOR A MIRACLE
CAUSE RIGHT NOW (Right now) I FEEL LIKE I'M INVISIBLE
Don't tell me how to DEAL
Cause this, to me is real
You probably think that you're invincible
Don't offer an apology
Don't need your f*cking sympathy
I know i'm not who I wanna be
I'm the only reason for my misery
This instability
My own worst enemy
Bitter hostility
I know I'm what's killing me