Draft Day - Mess I've Made Lyrics

I caught a fleeting love
And twisted all my bones just to keep my head above
The glass ceiling she painted with her words

You're so f*cking vague
Content in passing around blame
Do you still need me
Do you still need me in the same way

I know it got hard when I went away
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
Left you alone to fix the mess I've made
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
And I see you colouring shades of grey
Left alone to fix the mess I've made
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)

Dressed in a vacant smile
I'm deep in thought no don't mind me
No it's not your fault
That I've seemed unhappy for a while

Let it waste away
Stuck in a sickness I left us frayed
So you won't see me
So you'll never feel the same way

I know it got hard when I went away
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
Left you alone to fix the mess I've made
And I see you colouring shades of grey
Replacing every memory day by day
Left alone to fix the mess I've made
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)

There's no answer in a steady hand
Just an urge to repress and cement distance
Of all the things that I've done wrong
I'll be damned if you were one

I know it got hard when I went away
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
Left you alone to fix the mess I've made
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
And I see you colouring shades of grey
Replacing every memory day by day

Left alone to fix the mess I've made
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)
Left alone to fix the mess I made
(Wish I was better then, wish I was better when)