The Downcast - Deep End Lyrics

I'm watching blackbirds from my window, and it feels like it's all pretend
And I want it to, so can it be in my head
It's times like these that I feel shallow, is it something that I said
Or am I going off, or falling in the deep end
I stand my ground but it's crumbling now, and it's turning in to sand
Keep your whits about you when you're meeting whit's end

I, I'm just sitting here waiting to die
If I could only live forever, then I would have all this time to waste
The shelf life of my energy has always been my worst enemy
I just wanna sit and watch t.v. without feeling so goddamn guilty

I'm takin' a stand now, I'm takin a stand now
I'm takin' a stand now, I've got time and I wanna waste it
I'm takin' a stand now, I'm taking a stand, taking a stand
I'm takin' a stand now, do what you love ain't really working out for me

I, I'm just sitting here waiting to die
If I could only live forever, then I would have all this time to waste
The shelf life of my energy has always been my worst enemy
I just wanna sit and watch t.v. without feeling so goddamn guilty

I, I'm just sitting here waiting to die
If I could only live forever, then I would have all this time to waste
My dreams all ran away from me, I want them back but I can't fall asleep
So I'll just sit and watch t.v. I'm feeling so goddamn guilty