Doom - Hidden Gems (feat. Timour) Lyrics

It's four:32 and the sun is coming up
Summer has them short nights and long days
I thought about her in the club
But I remember that these girls gon' do me in the worst ways
I'm late, and I've been drinkin' and stuff
Too many spirits and I ain't thinkin' bout these shots in my cup
I got these demons and they seem to love targeting love
I ain't sovereign enough
I've got plays rolled a j so I'm sparking it up
Most days I get faded sayin' weed ain't a drug
I need to separate the rain from the support of the sun
I'm waking at dusk still writing these songs so I guess I'm gon' continue to puff (yeah)
The drawer is flooded the cold tunes that been garnering dust
I envy my brother he always had more of the love
I'm tryna recover cuz recently my flows in the mud
Don't wanna pose for a pic I wanna post in the pub

I don't really see the things she did
I can't really hear the words she said
All the arguments
All the nights we wept
All I really see is her hidden gems

Huge praise to the peers and more part to the parents
I admit I'm not the best son I can't make an appearance
I'm on a boat feeling sea sick thinkin' I'm fearless
There's love given to me I can't reciprocate feelings
I wanna speak to the kids tell 'em to reach for their ceilings
See with them ceilings, I don't know it myself
I'm a poet but they see me think I'm wasting my breathe
Can you hear me or am I just talking to deafs
Can u feel me I don't run I walk up the steps
I'm so numb to anything that they put me against
I'm so blunt if anything I'll get it straight off my chest
I'm saving the sex for when I can debate if it's wet
I ain't sliding in no ting if it ain't coming correct
I ain't making up this shit I need to put it to rest
I hate waking up and thinkin' I'm not doing my best
I'm losing my head my brain's going through it again

I don't really see the things she did
I can't really hear the words she said (I'm losing my head)
All the arguments
All the nights we wept
All I really see is her hidden gems

I don't feel the pain it came, it left
I don't feel the same, but babe, it's best
Cuz after all that happened
I still see you laughing
Baby, I still see your hidden gems

My hidden gems too hidden I can't see 'em myself
Ego so big that your gems left on the shelf
I mean you said what you said cuz you felt how you felt
But the part of it that's tricky you've been faking yourself
Yeah I pardon those who sticky I've been shifty myself
But too much trust gon leave me dead or locked in a cell (nah)
Ain't incarcerated but I still feel jailed
I got this heat in the apartment man I still spit hell
Yeah they ask if I'm doing fine, I still do well
I put the past in the present and were back in the well
Nah I ain't f*cking with depression I'm gonna own how I fell
I kick my feet up, spit 300 seconds just to cope with the stress
Why the f*ck I book a five hour session just to spend time spending
Just to feel like I'm mending my flaws
I'm offended of course, in myself and my cause
I spend my whole life looking for a round of applause

I don't really see the things she did
I can't really hear the words she said
All the arguments
All the nights we wept
All I really see is her hidden gems