Donny G - Eternal Lyrics

The Bully's Diary
Entry One
Dear Diary
I feel like a monster is hiding inside of me
And it be tryna find ways to get out of me
Anytime I'm ever feeling stressed or if I get upset
It be trying to reach out to me
Eveywhere I go it follows me
And every time I lose my bodily autonomy
I give it control over me unconsciously
Or subconsciously
Either or my loved ones telling me they love And that they're proud of me
No bike gear but I need to hear that every time my depression is cycling
Forgot to mention myself, I'm Donny G
If you say you love me then check up on me
Sometimes knowing your worth can leave you lonely
And if you want me to stay well then show me
The mark that I'll leave on this world is eternal
Diary I gotta tell you I love to pop shit
Like a runaway train nobody can stop this
I'm ten toes down like a bitch got drop kicked
They see my shoes, see my jeans
I'm looking clean they wanna copy
They wanna find the stores I got it from, they wanna cop it
Don't wanna hand it to me but every time imma clock it
And my niggas is mobbin
The fake bitches is gone, the betrayal's not forgotten
You want it now you got it
Everyone's been waiting to see how I'm coming
So much pressure it could've just sucked the life from me
You do shit for attention cuz you want eye on you
You post yo nudes And only get five likes from it
The mark I'll leave on this world is eternal
Every time I black out The Bully come out
Does that make Donny innocent? The jury is out
If them niggas with the shits then get the clips
If them niggas acting out then get the script
We can go bar for bar or brick for brick
Or shoot it out, blick from blick from 9 to 6
You bitches need a pot to piss ya time is ticced
This is when I off you tricks
The plot is thick
I spot some licks, I pop a bitch
A one man apocalypse 
An Optimist
I peel them like pharmacists
I'm marvelous, I startle them
I stay booked, novelist
I school niggas, scholarships
I'm hard to get, not hard to miss
I hardly miss
I'll clown a bitch, Harley Quin
Sorry if I wronged a bitch
Sorry if you struggle to get a song to stick
Whew
Winter time with a summer flow
You doing it now I did that shit like months ago
Good time with harder goals
Gotta remain humble though
Cuz some will stay And some will go
Some will laugh
Some distract you off your path until you're lost
And You wonder where you at, you need a map
You tired of this shit you need a nap
Ain't in the Bando but you feeling trapped
No matter what they say stay vigilant
No matter what they say or who they're mentioning No matter what they say stay disciplined
Even when it feels like you're being swallowed up
Have you ever been swallowed up
No matter what they say
No matter what they say, no matter what they say
No matter what they say no matter what they say