Catoptric Tristesse Video (MV)

I have this darkness inside of my head
I have this darkness i just can't explain
Puts suicidal thoughts in my head
Makes me want to cry and die
Forever go away
She feels the darkness
He feels the darkness
We feel the darkness
It takes over the pain
Every inch of me wants to get rid of it
Every inch of my soul won't shine anymore
Dark thoughts and visions rule my mind
If one day i die, it will be cause of that (because of that)
She feels the darkness
He feels the darkness
We feel this darkness
Sometimes we give in
We hurt ourselves
I know i did and i regret it
Almost a year sober i should be proud
But instead this voice in my head shuts me down
This is my cry for help
I might seem fine to you (help me)
We might seem fine to you (i'm not fine)
But you never know what's going on (help me)
Inside our heads (i want to die)
Keep being an asshole and calling us names (i want to die)
Keep hating and pushing further to give in further to die (push me) (let me die)
We know we are not good enough why do you remind us?
Do you want us to die? or u want us alive?