Blessing Me (feat. Sarod) Video (MV)

Here I am alone in my home
Im in my room and im digging for gold
Pressure makes diamonds I started wit coal
The reason im here cause I took the stroll
The reason I bare all the weight for my family
Not because I have the energy
But because I have the chemistry
I know they use to think less of me
But I got the lord blessing me again and again

I had some enemies that were my friends
These are the lessons ill never forget
Ill understand but ill never forgive
They made some choices that made me make mine
I aint mad at em cause this is real life
Charge it to the game I take it in stride
Its only some baggage Im leaving behind ya
In light of everything thats going on
Aint no sugar coating it at all
Ima keep working for ones that I lost
Its gone be worth it when im in Royce
Wish they could be here to witness it
Ima due diligence
Everything I say ima deliver it
Everything I have im giving it

Here I am alone in my home
Im in my room and im digging for gold
Pressure makes diamonds I started wit coal
The reason im here cause I took the stroll
The reason I bare all the weight for my family
Not because I have the energy
But because I have the chemistry
I know they use to think less of me
But I got the lord blessing me again and again

Uh
Hungry and humble as ever
Trynna hold on to myself
Trynna keep me together
What's money if you don't get better
A lot of these niggas are funny
Cause you took an L and you fell
And you aint ever get up
A lot of you fell for the trap and keep blaming the world for crap but I knew about the set up
Life was a bitch when I met her
But I fell in love wit the weather
Its crazy how paper and pen
Can show you the pain you was in
What if I told you the loss
Don't give you desire to win
See thats just the fire within
You failed and you try it again
Ill try it again
I know that I got to do this even though im tired again
Even if I tell the truth I can't control you lying again
You lying again
You can live life to the fullest
Ima live mine to the realest
Been caught in my feelings
Im counting the money alone
Just thinking how we gone get on tv like the Phillips
Don't push me cause I aint a killer
We toting bananas gorillas
Don't say I aint tell em for realer
Had to walk til pull out the dealer
Grab the work and it came out the sealer
How the f*ck im the kid wit the gas
Now she want me to stay for the up
Its my life baby nothing is realer

Here I am alone in my home
Digging for gold
Pressure makes diamonds I started wit coal
I took the stroll
The reason I bare all the weight for my family
Not because I have the energy
But because I have the chemistry
I know they use to think less of me
But I got the lord blessing me again and again