I know you're sad
I know you smoke when you feel bad
You're just like your father
The wind in your hair when you run fast
When you run fast
Then you don't have to see the
Sorrow that you leave behind
You don't ask
But as for me
I'm feeling like a shadow half the time
If I died would you be at my funeral
If I lied and said that everything was ok
If I died would you cry at my funeral
Would you show up at the very end
Keeping everybody waiting
You really got into my head again
A washed up monument
Making me spin
Kicking myself right in the shins
What does it matter
What kind of dress i'm buried in
And oh my mother loves me
Yeah she really loves me
So why am I so emotional all the time
And I had a boy who left me
Now I don't know if anything will ever really be min
If I died would you be at my funeral
If I lied and said that everything was ok
If I died would you cry at my funeral
Would you show up at the very end
Keeping everybody waiting
You really got into my head again
A washed up monument
But I'm not gone
I'm not gone yet
No I'm not gone yet
If I died would you be at my funeral
If I lied and said that everything was ok
If I died would you cry at my funeral
Would you show up at the very end
Keeping everybody waiting
You really got into my head again
A washed up monument
At my funeral
At my funeral
At my funeral