Ahhh
I just wanna feel again
Sense something real within
My demons come out to play, they got a mind of their own
Unwarranted wellness checks, but you won't find me at home
I'm at the bottom of a bottle comin out of my zone
Funny thing is, I don't drink, now let that sink
Mixing emotions inducing psychosis
I'm in a land where space expand, time's frozen
Inner child growing', fee, fum, fie, foein'
I don't judge who ain't prepared for help
Those who struggle silently, I know 'cause I been there myself
Blaming others for your issues
Ones you blow a good night kiss to crying that that they miss you
Finding remnants of your past self thatyou can live through
Starin' at a glass ceiling you was forced into
Sittin' in a padded room full of smiling faces
No need to act a fool, just strange friends in high places
(I just wanna feel again
Sense something real within
Spinning like a ceiling fan
It's like I almost gotta sin to win
Be a lifetime til we land)
It ain't 'bout where you been, it's about where you at
As long as you got a friend, then you always welcome back
Welcome back! Ayo
(I just wanna feel again
Sense something real within)
It ain't 'bout where you been, it's about where you at
Long as you got a friend
(I can't do this anymore)
I'm at the bottom of a bottle comin' out of my body
Pullin' a stick out the box, I feel like I'm Roddy
I'm livin' to die, but nothing's suicidal about me
The only words you'll never get out me is sorry
(I can't do this anymore)
I let fate have its way 'cause I won't end it myself,
I been in a spell, I'm livin' to die
I'm willing to buy whoever it is that you sell
I'm talkin' Mary, Molly, Lucy, Dee
Crystal, Billy, Wendy, Steve
These are a few of my favorite fiends
Feels like I'm at levels the average man never see
Heights neither deities or the ki in me seldom reach
Sleep is the cousin of death and life is a letter b
It's my oasis, keeps me in a stasis
Strange friends in high places
(I just wanna feel again
Sense something real within
Spinning like a ceiling fan
It's like I almost gotta sin to win
Be a lifetime til we land)
It ain't 'bout where you been, it's about where you at
As long as you got a friend, then you always welcome back
Welcome back! Ayo
(I just wanna feel again
Sense something real within)
It ain't 'bout where you been, it's about where you at
Long as you got a friend
And I'm so high that I'm not comin' down