See this that moment you been waitin' on (yeah)
Something worthy being patient on (dolla)
Don't be afraid to let it shine (yeah)
Now spread your wings and take flight
Yeah, uh, check
Do the dash, blowin' smoke up out the window
Came a long way from alleyways poppin' Benzos
One thing about, DOLLA always stood ten toes
I just had to work out what the hell we I'm really here for
(question) what's my biggest vice (what?)
Prefer the struggle over positivity in life (damn)
Feel like it's me against the world, but I can't die 2nite (nope)
I'm tryna meet my grandkids before I see the light (ha)
I'm in my head, but my brain is stormy and cloudy, nobody 'bout it around me
My mama 'nem even doubted, I'm livin' on autopilot
My stomach ache, heart is pounding, the darkest thoughts all surrounding
The tide is turnin' and risin', I feel like I'm almost drownin' then
Bounce back, ain't come this far to only come this far
If you seen half of what I seen, you'd be stuck in awe (uh)
Give it all I got 'til all I got to give is gone
I'ma make it homie, word is bond
Feel like I owe it to myself to get right
Get right
Doin' what I do ain't enough to get by
If I told the truth, most my life, I been high
Nothing left to lose, but I paid a big price
May not happen soon, but I'll get right
I been makin' moves, out here tryna get mine
Runnin' off of fumes, I been up for ten nights
Nothing left to lose, I'm just tryna live life
Every time that I wake up, it's like I'm always down
Even when I'm in my dreams, I can't get no peace
Remember being 23 livin' in them streets
Ran up in them people house just for something to eat (eat)
Came a long way, but still got a way to go (go)
I ain't far from where I'm going but I ain't at home
I had to leave it all behind, 'cause it's all distracting
I mean, I damn near lost my life tryna make it rappin'
'cause in my heart, I ain't nothin short of a genius, but I been battlin' demons
My soul in need of redeeming, my life is losing its meaning
Nobody left to believe in, this sober life ain't for me
And I'm strung out, feelin' depleted when I have thoughts of releasing I
Bounce back, ain't come this far to only come this far
If you seen half of what I seen, you'd be stuck in awe
Give it all I got 'til all I got to give is gone (yup)
I'ma make it homie, word is bond
Feel like I owe it to myself to get right
Get right
Doin' what I do ain't enough to get by
If I told the truth, most my life, I been high
Nothing left to lose, but I paid a big price
May not happen soon, but I'll get right
I been makin' moves, out here tryna get mine
Runnin' off of fumes, I been up for ten nights
Nothing left to lose, I'm just tryna live life
Nowhere left to roam, walkin' down a road
I'm far from where I'm going, and I'm far from home
I'm lookin' to the sky, searchin' for an answer
Just to realize I had it all along