There are always massive heights and an abyss flung between it
A void off-color and shapeless
Old loneliness reawakening
Learned loneliness dissipating
A house in an infirmary crumbling
Flashbacks in dreams
Unwavering yearning
I've been looking at the sky over the balcony
I found the ring sizer and threw it away
I was only afraid for a moment as you manifested in the doorway
As I shook awake
You were hiding upstairs when I was nonverbal, ill and inconvenient, grieving
You were hiding upstairs, still angry
Unwavering bareness through skin lifting away
Through course exposure uneasiness throbs fuller
Ramping up in intensity as my flesh furnishes itself with what's all around
Oxygenating
Was the calm trembling to spite itself
Or was it a subconscious prediction
There are unanswerable questions
There is a film on the glassware
Through childhood I have found myself noticing tragedies in clusters
Forever sloughing off
Molting