What a mess, it's in my chest
The whole I'm digging is getting deeper everyday
It's been two months since you left
Whatever, I'm okay
I'll be good, don't mind me
I'm just alone in my thoughts
The sky is cloudy, a storm is coming
And I will sit here till I rot
What else, I forgot
And I know, and I know
You're not sorry
And you know, and you know
That I am
And I know, and I know
It's so hard
For us to not be together
When we're supposed to just be friends
For a second, I learned my lesson
It's full of heartbreak and pain and depression
You feel the essence, well I can sense you
And since you left, I've been feeling way depressed
And I know, it's what I get
But I don't get why you keep doing this shit to me
My eyes are crying, a storm is coming
And I will sit here till my death
Oh god, what a mess
And I know, and I know
You're not sorry
And you know, and you know
That I am
And I know, and I know
It's so hard
For us to not be together
When we're supposed to just be friends
And I know, and I know
You're not sorry (I know)
And you know, and you know
That I am (I know)
And I know, and I know
It's so hard (I know)
For us to not be together
When we're supposed to just be friends
And you take me on a date
But let's call it something else
Make sure we never kiss
But I won't kiss and tell
And it's getting cold outside
So don't forget your sweater
And even though I'm smiling
I'm not feeling better
Anymore
And I know, and I know
You're not sorry
And you know, and you know
That I am
And I know, and I know
It's so hard
For us to not be together
When we're supposed to just be friends
And I know, and I know
It's f*cking stupid
And you know, and you know
That I am
And I know, and I know
It's f*cking useless
For me to say I love you
When we're supposed to just be friends