Dododo - Celebrate the Whole Boy Lyrics

I get a little anxious
When it's dark and it's windy out
I'm not getting better
I'm just trying to find a way to get out
And you said it was painless
But I hurt with every word
And I'm just waiting till I get what I deserve
But I don't deserve anything anymore
It makes no sense
Trying hard to convince
Myself that everything's alright
But it sucks
It f*cking sucks
I'm out of luck, out of touch
And out of time
I get a little anxious
When it's dark and it's windy out
I'm not getting better
I'm just trying to find a way to get out
And you said it was painless
But I hurt with every word
And I'm just waiting till I get what I deserve
But I don't deserve anything from anyone
In today's forecast is depression
With a high of mild panic attacks
And a low of just really wanting to f*cking kill yourself
It doesn't feel right
I'm trying hard not to cry
Every time I talk to you
I f*cked up
I f*cked it all up
And I guess you never really to be my friend in the end
I'm a mess
What the f*ck
What the f*ck
I get a little anxious
When it's dark and it's windy out
I'm not getting better
I'm just trying to find a way to get out
And you said it was painless
But I hurt with every word
And I'm just waiting till I get what I deserve
I get a little anxious
When it's dark and it's windy out
I'm not getting better
I'm just trying to find a way to get out
And you said it was painless
But I hurt with every word
And I'm just waiting till I get what I deserve
But I don't deserve anything
No I don't deserve anything
F*ck I don't deserve anything from you