Doctor Jay - Feelings Lyrics

Yeah I've got feelings, but trust they're doing me dirty
Plus I've got questions and no answers lord I'm hurting
Feel like I'm losing my mind
I don't have time to cry, can't help but hold it all inside
Tryna stay calm tryna hold on tight
I'm the comeback king, in time I'll rise
Don't know where to start
I'm a young man tryna fly up to the stars
I'm stuck with a fearful heart
Questioning every choice that I make and it's hard
Tryna get things moving
I'm thinking of old me cruising
But nothing works I'm fuming, time I'm losing
Could be grooving but I lie here
Waiting and waiting and waiting
Lord knows I'm tryna be patient
Counting on others to get the grind going
They fail and now I'm going crazy
My life is stuck in the same place
No point in sugar coating my pain
Keeping my eyes on the day this world knows my name
Tell me that I'm dreaming
Oh I'm so tired is this real
I really hate the bitter feeling of never really knowing
How the hell we're gonna make it
Yeah I've got feelings, but trust they're doing me dirty
Plus I've got questions and no answers lord I'm hurting
Feel like I'm losing my mind
I don't have time to cry, can't help but hold it all inside
Tryna stay calm tryna hold on tight
I'm the comeback king
Na I ain't locked up but it feels like hard time I'm serving
Don't call a medic cuz I know I'm almost over broken
But one we will feel alright, young man we will feel alright
No red bull and I got no wings but trust me we will fly tonight
Ain't no one can tell me how to feel about
Baking and creating till the early morning
But you can never let go of all the bitter moments
Hard times keep on coming but I'll never stop
Tryna be authentic wanna change the game
No Jeniffer Hudson but the bars will rock you just the same
I ain't shining like a diamond I hope that's okay
I am not a hero but I pray you don't forget my name, yeah
I know it gets tough for us all
Tryna go places and trying to please the people that you love
Or maybe a dream that you hold in your heart
And when you pursue it, praying success is written in the stars
You know you can do it, but it's easier said than done
I know the feeling
Fighting a war and it feels like you're losing
But maybe one day we'll be okay
I really hate the bitter feeling of never really knowing
How the hell we're gonna make it
It's harder than it seems
To chase you dreams
And always believe
It's harder than it seems
To chase your dreams
But I'll always believe
Yeah I've got feelings, but trust they're doing me dirty
Plus I've got questions and no answers lord I'm hurting
Feel like I've lost my mind
I don't have time to cry, can't help but hold it all inside
Tryna stay calm tryna hold on tight
I'm the comeback king
And I ain't locked up but it feels like hard time I'm serving
Don't call a medic cuz I know I'm almost over broken
And one we will feel alright, young man we will feel alright
No red bull and I got no wings but trust me we will fly tonight