Doctor Jay - Afraid Lyrics

Here we go again
The feelings are brewing inside me
For a girl again
Who I hate to admit fascinates me
Up the go walls
That stop me from moving on
Those scars start to sting again
The old haunts the new again
Can I overcome
The fear that takes over within me?
I forgot how to flirt
Or even how to just talk to a new face
So you may never know
That I adore you in every way
Because the bruises keep bruising
I'm always losing out

I guess I'm just afraid of what you might do
When I trust it all to you
My heart and my soul and my mind are all at stake
(They're all at stake)
I'm fearful that the two of us don't fly
So I fall just like last time
Not able to walk when I could avoid this grave mistake
Or you hate me and walk away
Or I struggle make your day
Oh I'm fearful and afraid

It's a mental mess
I obsess over dreams and ideas
I know I can love
Bring joy to a life for many years
But I'll feel all these feelings
All while you're in a world of your own
Unconcerned of what I have to say
You don't know me that way
Maybe it's all in my head
And if I take a brave step I'll be fine
Off the top of my head, you may never say and yes and
To me that's alright
But the problem at hand
Is the fear of the dreadful unknown
That I'm too scared to come to know
Too scared, oh

I guess I'm just afraid of what you might do
When I trust it all to you
My heart and my soul and my mind are all at stake
I'm fearful that the two of us don't fly
So I fall just like last time
Not able to walk when I could avoid this grave mistake
Or you hate me and walk away
Or I struggle make your day
Oh I'm fearful and afraid

But see
I'm likely to mess up
Say something that turns you against me
I'm likely to mess up
Do something that breaks your trust in me
While my heart's In the right place
I'll try so hard not to fail, only to fail indeed
Fail indeed

Lord knows that I want a change
So I'll approach you one day
Because honestly I'm so done being fearful and afraid
Oh, Oh, Oh