I just wanna wanna float away in outer space
I just wanna get away from counterfeit
I just wanna free everyone in a cell
Honestly don't care if they ain't innocent
I just wanna start the whip drive 'til I get my mind better
To get through it all that's gonna be the longest drive ever
Can't escape that's what I hate most
Frustrated but can't let my girl can't become my scapegoat, no that ain't what we made for
Love is not burden, don't wish them on any person
I won't be that, that's for certain I'd rather just close the curtain
Get my space together then let in light with a purpose Instead of highlighting problems and letting that be my surface
This like tramping up a mountain, I ain't pack for the cause
If I let all these attachments hold me back then I fall
So this baggage that thought that I would carry love gravity more than me
These backpack straps coming off need to be free
Wanna fly Every breath I take Get a little further from this world I don't really know if these strings should break
Really I'm holding on holding on holding on
Holding on for my life
But I know I'll be all-
I never had a lot
Just had to bury my pops, died when that casket dropped
The upside is I'm grateful I even had my pops
The downside is I feel the depression creeping, every morning every evening
And my girl reminding me I ain't had proper time for grieving
Don't know if it's pride, this can't be how I let them see me The pain in all my siblings eyes tell me that they need me
And these voices in my head constantly screaming
Saying Dobey Dobe explain yourself
All of this shit could've been prevented yeah blame yourself
Strong in the face of your family, you remain yourself
So they can lean, but you ain't shit ma nigga, hang yourself
It's all internal
Big voices getting smaller though, the more that I fight
Feel I'm finally finding answers so I'm boarding my flight
I think love is so amazing, I think money's alright
I know that when you out of pocket, that can come at a price
How much cost to be free?
Wanna fly Every breath I take
Get a little further from this world I don't really know if these strings should break
Really I'm holding on holding on holding on
Holding on for my life
But I know I'll be all right
Where you gonna go?