I've been drinking
I've been sinking
I've been thinking
Of what i did wrong
I've been drinking
I've been sinking
I've been thinking
Of what I've become
I've turned into someone else
All my friends have left me behind
Sometimes i just go ahead and cry
Sometimes i just stop trying
I sit down up in my room
Telling myself that i am doomed
Grabbing a pillow and putting it over my face
Covering up the disgrace
I really wish that, all these memories were erased
Erased away from my brain
Wish that i can go ahead and drain
Cause i just go ahead and cry
Every time i think of these dreams
I just go ahead and scream
I've been drinking
I've been sinking
I've been thinking
Of what i did wrong
I've been drinking
I've been sinking
I've been thinking
Of what I've become