Dleeted Ego - Break Away Lyrics

Break away from the pain of yesterday
Take away these thoughts inside my head

I gotta break away from the pain that I've been harboring
Feels like a heart attack but it's just a broken heart again
Is my heart intact or is it shattered in pieces
I've been folding feeling like my life is trapped in the creases
Damn it I can't even swim but I've been thrown in the deep end
Can I stay afloat or do I drown in my weakness
I don't have the f*cking answers but don't ask the right questions
Does that mean I have failed or haven't learned what I'm blessed with shit

Where do I go from here
Where do I go from here
Where do I go
Where do I go
Where do I go from here

So alone and scared
I was not prepared
These demons take control of me
These demons take control of me
Why is it so hard to breath
Can somebody help me please
I don't need my eyes to see
Look at what you've done to me
Ain't talking to nobody but myself look what you've done to me
Look at my reflection and i wonder if it's really me
You live what you think I guess my thoughts are really killing me
Talking to myself because nobody's ever listening
I've been solo dolo
Secluded from the world
Please don't take a photo
Cinematic motion picture
Put the ring on like I'm Frodo
Never see me Marco polo
Only friend I ever had is what I'm hearing through my headphones
I'm invisible

Break away from the pain of yesterday
Take away these thoughts inside my head

I've been fighting myself
I just lie to myself
I say that I am good but I neglected my health
Mentally unstable
I've been living in a fable
I don't know what's fact or fiction
So I'm fixing to disable what I've written I'm the author
Every chapter is a falter
Illustrations I've created every picture painted alters
Not religious but I visit every church I see the altar
I don't tell myself the truth so I mask it Peter Parker
Open casket staring at myself like what the f*ck you thinking
You're not living life wake up and own your own existence
You're not living in the present
I hope you get this message
I hope my current self can realize that life's a blessing

What I do what's the meaning of life
What do I do when I've blinded my sight
What do I do don't see anybody
Don't hear anybody
The fear that I'm feeling is filling my body
I am the one that left fear in my body
The second I knew I don't fear anybody
That feelings created by negative energy
What I've been thinking created an image of me as an enemy
Battle internally had an epiphany
Everything I thought was real is a fallacy
Thoughts that I'm thinking not really the truth
Thoughts that I'm thinking are really a noose
Combating with lyrics I speak in the booth
These are my demons testing me
Taking what ever left of me
I am a greater entity
I am like a god I create what my life is meant to be
I have f*cking power to banish you permanently from my life for eternity
I live exactly what I think so i can't let my thoughts murder me

Break away from the pain of yesterday
Take away these thoughts inside my head